1. Go for sewing course for part-time.

2. English course for communication skills. (found)

3. Continue my music courses as Piano and Vocal.

4. Part time job for 3 months/more.

5. Join dancing class @ studio. (if can)

6. Keep fit courses and have healthy meals.

7. College. (Financial/accounting or Multimedia design)

Perhaps, my plan are still not clear yet. but I will still continue thinking of it.

so what I have to do is...

1. Find academy for sewing course.

2. Find piano/vocal class.

3. Follow the ways in magazine to keep fit/stay away from fats.

4. Find out what am I interested in actually.

5. Find driving place.

Hmm, I have no idea will it works or not.

Just plan it at least I could have a schedule/plan for myself.

Left few days to next year 2011.

I have to be a grown child!

my future is like the field, full of dirty water which haven't be clear.

These few days, I have put away my love feelings and go on with my future.

I have already single for a YEAR. This is the only year since form 1 that I dint find any guys couple.

Somehow I feel so happy and freedom while having a big rest like this.

Doing nothing at home but using the brain and heart to think for myself and everything.

I should be a grown child here and not a childish teen.

I HAVE TO BE STRONG.