It was tricky! The teachers know that we have the tips and changed to school paper.

They don't want us to cheat, yes I know.

But we did not exactly cheat.

We just have some tips but we dono that is correct or not.

Argh, once think of it, I'm mad!

I read many chapters, exams came and I forget everything!

Is this considered memory bad or nervous?

I know that my brain nowaday works very slow.

Why is the god treating me like this?

I know there's no perfect but I just want to be better.

I don't have a beautiful face as the singers or plastic-surgery-people.

But I just want a smart brain or even a good memory.

I'm not sure is this because of the accident happened when I'm kid.

I remembered parents told me that I always fall to the ground when Im child.

And got an accident that causes my head curve in.

I can't feel the pain, but I know there is a curve.

Why other people have better things or "goodness" of themselves.

But I do not have much goodness, I got more weakness.

I feel really upset and useless now!

People can memorize things well but I couldn't. 

I can easily forget what I just memorize before the 5 second.

Is there any ways to help me up?

Well, left 3 subjects next week.
Just have to study well in Economics and Chinese.
Still have to revise and practice Accounts.
My accounts is really weak because I din't go for any tuition.
And I don't think now still can go for tuition, it's too late.
So the only way is to study myself and try to practice as much as I can.
After that, I'm free and no-stress.
Then have 1 week holiday then SPM start.
After SPM, I'm really free! I don't need to go to school.
The school is called College after that.
Say YAY with me after that!! :D