Today our class was quite huge.
I mean amount of people in my class today.
Actually it was only 19 but..
came few so call new-student-came-to-4J.
Actually not a small amount, if i'm not mistaken.
It was almost 10 or 11 student from other class.
We separate two groups, Boy's group and boys+girls group.

Before recess I was helping teacher do that stupid hard work.
"ehy! That's boy's job, okay? Teacher!"
I was so mad he asked me to do that hard work.
We went to the hall and.. check the floor's tile.
After checking, we have to take it out and stick it back.
"Ehy! Teacher, u talk so much why dont u do urself?!"
I wonder why he talk to much all the way while we're doing.
And.. the most stupid things is..
He pour whole can of the syelek thingy on the only ONE part.
He have poured all on the floor so I've nothing do.
I said. " Teacher, since u poured all already, I have nothing to do d, I go first."
He said, "er.. okay okay." Then I was running out to the hall.
Phew.. stand and stay there for an hour.
So regret to go with him, Regret, regret, regret!

After recess, they started the game.
Actually plan to play with them but I afraid of the pain so that.. I escape it. (;
Saya takut. Hahas, then.. he was there too.
I don't know why, I start the.. PAIN of my sickness.
Maybe is too nervous or.. I don't know.
Then chit chat with Mas and LeOn.
Hahas, I felt that LeOn is quite a good guy but it's abit too-over-gentlemen.
He always talk with me about my guy. (:
Then after that we learn the malay dance from Mas.
I was so hyper today, dont know why. -.-
Maybe is.. he's there? I mean gong was there. teehee.
Lols, spell it out so randomly, "gong".

Well, I'm afraid of thinking much anymore.
I'm always stop myself from thinking anything More than it.
But, can you give me a comfortable relationship?
When I'm alone, have no reason to think something much again.
I can't control myself but I can stop.
It just once I think I felt so sorry and dont know what to do.
Sorry, because ...
Have no idea what should I do, for me this kind of girl.
So regret to be a girl which so different to other girls.