Are you leaving me?

3:57:00 PM

What a bad news I heard when I reach home.
That is my phone had sent in Hospital this morning.
I knew it was sick since yesterday night.
So I told my mom and my mom bring it to the hospital.
Actually is the factory and not the hospital.
But I use to call it as hospital.
I'm really sad of it, we knew each other not that long.
But it have sick now and leave me.
No, don't, don't go away~
I will miss you, cant you feel it?
I will support u, and u'll wake up soon.
Today was the first day u sent in the hospital.
Tomorrow you'll be staying there too.
Are u alright?

I'm treating my phone like a human being.
It use to follow me forever,
But time don't wait people,
It brings sickness to it,
Separate us without any reason,
and silently.
Actually it was a little small error.
But i take it as a big deal.
Why? Why am I so petty?
But.. its good, because it still under v'ty.

I got my results yesterday, and it was RKA day.
I went to school for no reason and forced my mom to take it.
I just want to see him and never think of other things.
But it's lucky, my dad and family din't scold me.
They just asked me to study hard for the next term.
So.. now I'm workign hard on it.
Show them, I AM NOT STUPID!
I said this for so long.. time ago..
It doesn't work, I din't work hard also!
Nevermind, try the next time.

Headache for the last night of yesterday and the whole day for yesterday.
Can u understand me?
Nop, I don't think so.
What I mean is Tuesday night and yesterday was headache-ing.
Yesterday went to school and started headache until the afternoon.
But, at night I did something wrong so that headache came to me again.
Today have nothing, just pain for a while then nothing.
I think is I'm not enough sleep or stare at the computer for too long.
Even phone also, I think.

Din't really talk to him lots today.
I wanted to talk with him but whenever its lot people around us,
I don't dare to tell him whatever I want to tell him.
But, if its only us I will tell him everything.
So? Conclusion is..
I'm shy.. or we're shy..
hahas, isn't that true?
But accidentely make his sleeve with the ink on my hand.
Really sorry, I think I'm abit clumsy and playful right now!
Should I change? or don't?
Today can't get to sms with him because of my phone.
and.. tried to online and chat with him.
That's the only way.

I'm so sleepy so maybe have a nap or online talk to him?
But he is sleeping, I'm sure.
Or not, send an offline message to him?
Maybe will feel better. (:

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