Hahahhaaha..
What so funny??? xD
Yesterday, my dad had a nightmare..
Hahahs, so funny!
He dreams that mom killing him.. -.-''
He make a kind of voice.. like "ehhh.. ahhh.."
hahas, so funny.
Yesterday I was sleeping with mom and dad, I slept on the floor.
Because.. my room.. haihs. Don't wanna talk about that.
Get to the point, my dad got wake by my mom.
But.. I didn't hear anything while I'm sleeping.
OMG.. am I deaf?
OH nooooooo.. fine.. I'm thinking much again.

When I was young, I always got nightmare and night-walk.
I got night-walk more than nightmare.
I always travel to other countries,
I always walk to the toilet look at the mirror and cry at midnight.
Always got different type of night-walk.
But now is better, only got nightmare.
I got a super duper scary nightmare while I got a high fever when I was in primary.
I remember that dream a lots.
It about a lots of stone (big stone) dropping down to my body.
And.. I can't move at all.
Like.. ghost on my body, I can't even shout.
Then, when I was wake I quickly run to my mom there and cry.
Hahas, scary then cry..

I'm deciding to give up on him..
Because I really love him a lots..
Until.. can't stop thinking of him for 1 second.
Oh no, what should I do?
I can't give up on him, I love him so much.
But.. I don't know what is he thinking about..
Is he have any feeling on me?
or.. NONE?
When I can see him, I will run away.
But when I couldn't get to see him I desperate it.
Haihs.. What am I thinking huh?
I'm blank!
If I decide to give up.. it takes me few years.
But.. if I don't give up..
I scare when he loves me, I don't love him anymore.
I don't believe in myself since form 1.
So.. please anyone give me some suggestion.


My heart will follow you.