Hey guyss! Should I delete my blog or stay like this? I'm so freaking busy and lazy.. How am I going to blog? I don't want a DEAD blog! Haihs, making decision now.

The reason deleting blog is.. I'm so afraid of my PMR results! I have no more confident that I can get what my parents want! If I'm really get a bad result, I have to work hard for it and won't face to THE COMPUTER! So now, m' thinking stay or leave?! Anyone give some sugesstion?

Ang yeah, I'm not posing the christmas trip here! Wanna know what going on please refer to my ssiter(pinkabell)'s Blog!

What I'm going to do now is.. To pray! Pray to the god, hope that my result is OK and make my parents say GOOD, Pleassseeee!!! x.x'''

Oh, NOOOOOO~ Found something again. When I'm going to put down the feelings, the stupid blog-uncle ask me to passed by on somewhere. ANd now.. Uh..! I can't put down the feelings, I don't know why are you making me like this? You want me die?! This feelings make my heart so PAIN, do you know that? Do you notice that I always passed by at the first place we met?! The reason is I MISS YOU! Why can't you let me go?! You leave me, and now you don't let me go.! Be smart, guy! Please dissapear in my LIFE! Don't make me turn my turn head back and look back to you when you're SINGLE! Uh, so what-ever! Why you changed everything and left me in the middle of your life? And.. why not the first and last? I knew that I'm still in your heart it just you don't want to be hurt again, right? I'm sure this time will not have any hurting, please forgive me! I really love and miss you~

When the time is end, you find me.
When the time started again, you talk to me.
When everything goes afraid, you passed by me.
When I'm alone, you leave me.
When I said yes, you say NO.

Why everything will be like this?
Why can't I stay in your heart?
Why can't I make you have feeling?
Why are you leaving me when I'm moody?
Why don't you say HI to me?

Do you know, I'm sad..
I'm afraid.. that you passed by me everytime.
I'm crying when it's happy time.
I'm crying in a room that you never know.
I'm doing a crazy thing when I think of you!

Now..
You leave me..
I miss you..
You run away, I chase you.
Never sucess, ending is BAD!

What should I do now? Delete my blog?? But.... I have some feelings with my blog.. I stay with the blog since march 2008! and now.. gonna end 2008. haihs. Suggestion!!!!!!! xD